kinda weird .. don't know when.. it just come.. and i have the feeling.. which its.. it's about time nadhirah.. u have to make your heart strong.. just.. I've learn something.. which one is called a friend.. which one is not.. not to blame others.. maybe i'm not a good friends.. at least i've tried so hard to be a good friends.. if before this.. i was only think about your feeling too much.. and you?? when u said u wanted to go there,there and there,, i'll follow u.. but went i said i wanted to go here.. u just act like "do i care".. and also with that kind of eyes staring at me.. so i'll just give up.. because of what..?? because.. u don't wanna go.. there are also a times when i want that.. because i really love it.. but u said"no need.. the design is too old".. i am still did not care about it.. i know what u're doing behind me.. i know.. i know i'm not perfect as her.. not clever as her.. n i admit it that i am not a good friend.. but.. still.. u don't have to show it to me.. it hurt.. i know what u are talking about me.. is not that i'm not doing my work.. i will do my work.. so.. u don't have to act so that to show me u were working on it.. now.. i will not care about your feeling anymore.. u can just do whatever u want.. u can go everywhere u want.. its okay if u don't wanna talk to me.. its okay u don't wanna be my friend.. it is really okay.. it doesn't matter.. just i wanna to remind u my dearest friends.. now i'll come up with the new one.. insyaAllah.. with the strong heart.. and also.. i knew everything what were u talking about me.. and i'll just said everything.. it might be showed in the dreams.. heee.. i wrote this entry.. not to be hating nor to hating the dearest person.. i;ll just wanna wrote it.. heee...
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wanna make my heart as cold as snow..
keep strong yah ! !
p/s: kalu submit kat teacher vasanthi mestiy best.. boleyh taw.. grammar betul ke slh.. past n present betul ke x.. ayt complex ke simple o standard.. rindu lak nak wat karangan Bi then teacher check.. thanks to u miss vasanthi.. i've got wat i aimed it.. |