teringat . . . . . .

1) mntk no fon care baek.. bile x mau bg ditulis nya di atas buku..
2)bile disuruh telepon x mahu,then ckp ttp tunggu smpi di telepon..
3)bile da telepon,mak da marah surh letakn x mahu..
4)bile da borak2 suruh dtg hari esoknyer.. bile x nak pakse jugak dtg..
5)bile da dtg bg pulak dgr lagu minah tudung.. suruh dgr betul2..
6)bile suare kuat,kate dgr suare..senyum sorng2 mse nk balek umah naek basikal..
7)bile letih letak tgn ats bahu.. tp x marah pun.. sbb mcm pham tgh penat..
8)layan baek sgt.. tipu la kalu x cair.. bhahaha
9)ntah knape dingin melande.. hentak meja.. trus keluar,,tp bile jmpe lupe dingin tuh..
10)x makn bende manis..mne la tahu.. x ckp.. lame x kntek..tibe2 bngun tidw trus telepon.. mntk maaf..
11)then jdik mcm bese smpi la 2 hb 1 2010.. menangisi sepnjng perjlann..
12)tibe ari lahir,mendongk kelangit mengenagkn jnji yg diungkiri,, menahan tangis..
13)sejak ituh mnjdik lebih kuat.. lebih dewase.. sudaa cmpk kesemuanyer di dlm laut.. jauh2..
14)bile sekian lame,,ntah knape.. prasaan tuh bukn mkin ilang.. mkin bertmbh.. gagahkan hatiy mengusir kluar dari hatiy..
15)berikan la sekali je peluang tuk kecewa kn sbb da bnyk kali dikecewakan.. oleh org yg same....

kisah walaw weyh pulak larh ! ! walaw weyh ! !

Walaw weyh ! ! gara2 nk lepaskan diri sanggup nyer la blame owg laen.. heh.. apee laa.. even kalu kiter siasat2 pun mesti ade slh kiter jugak.. hey kwn ! kne la ngaku jugak.. jgn maen tuduh n tunjuk kat owg laen je.. awaq tuh x termasuk sekali ker ?? yer,, sayer pun x nmpk la kalu awaq pun same jugak kan.. but.. even bukan pun ,still x yah slh kan owg laen..herm.. tp kan.. sorry to say la.. sayer neh bukan yg lembut2 mcm dulu2.. sekarang neh sayer x pedulikan even u ARE my fren,. sbb.. sbb awaq pun same kan..kan..kan.. apee yg plkn aja sayer ialah.. even slh owg.. kiter still kne ngaku ade sikt la slh kiter.. sayer update neh pun bukan sbb nk slhkan sesape.. just x leyh nk cter ngan owg,, then lepas kat sini jer la.. n niat atiy pun sbb mmg suke2 je nk update.. bukan nk cter keburukan owg.. tp agk x puas atiy la sbb aslkn bole je nk slhkan owg laen.. pelik la manusia neh.. okeh now we go to the next part.. meniru..its okay wat.. but pandai buat pandai la tanggung.. evn i also like that.. what2..? haa.. bile sesame meniru sume suke hatiy... tp bile sesame tiru mrkh x sesame mula la berkate-kate.. bile sesame meniru suke atiy je.. bile owg mrkh lebih saket atiy je taw.. apee laaa.. tu la manusia.. cepat sgt berubah bile berade di bwh.. n kalu nk jujur.. x perlu hebah2kan.. nntiy boleh di salah tafsir jdik riak.. hermm.. dan ag satu kwn , awaq da ajar sayer untuk bercakap lebih trus trang tang tang,, heee.. x dek nk simpan2 ag.. mntak maap la yer.. tp jgn blame owg laen melulu sgt.. n jgn nk bengang kalu da mrkh sikit tuh.. usaha la lagi.. but fren.. pandai2 la nk idup.. jgn pertikaikan ape yg owg buat.. n ade pulak yh hipokrit jugak.. walaw weyh.. depan laki maen nk lembut selembut sutera.. but dlm bilik mne pegi selembut sutera pun i dont know la.. treat ur fren equally boleh kan.. mmg la sayer x rapat ngan awaq..owg laen pun awaq buat mcm tuh.. x baek.. tp at least snyum la skit kat sayer neh ha.. kalu daq2 laki x perlu suruh da bg snyumn pling manis.. jujur nye sayer cemburu sbb sayer pun kwn anda.. snyum la kat sayer jugak.. hee. :)) n last sekali.. sorry but i have to let it  i just wanna release sumthing so that i can breath peacefully.. :)) 

looking to da moon.. but there is no moon.. heh.. x de rezki deh ! !

another beautiful sky and cloud..
really love it..
really enjoy it..
even there's no moon.. but.. i've learn an experience 

this sir is really weirdo..
the one is JUPEM..
he is really weird.. :)) 

heee.. at 30 july.. i went to balai cerap.. in english i don't know.. who knows can tell me later.. heh..

wat a beautiful sky..
erk.. nope.. its a cloud..
thats wat sir zaiyad idrus said to me..
nice shot sir ! !

really enjoy it.. here take a look at the picture that have been snap by my lecturer.. the name is mr izzudin.. ngeee.. ;))

okay.. this one we're calculating and busy to find da location of the moon that is will be came out..
from the left sir zaiyad idrus.en zamri.. me.. hudha.. adnin.. sorry fara.. i didn't see u la..

P/S: thanks sir ! i really enjoy it even though there is no moon.. :))

bile mase sudaa smpi.. atiy pun akn kuat.. x de kisah punyer la.. :P

kinda weird .. don't know when.. it just come.. and i have the feeling.. which its.. it's about time nadhirah.. u have to make your heart strong.. just.. I've learn something.. which one is called a friend.. which one is not.. not to blame others.. maybe i'm not a good friends.. at least i've tried so hard to be a good friends.. if before this.. i was only think about your feeling too much.. and you?? when u said u wanted to go there,there and there,, i'll follow u.. but went i said i wanted to go here.. u just act like "do i care".. and also with that kind of eyes staring at me.. so i'll just give up.. because of what..?? because.. u don't wanna go.. there are also a times when i want that.. because i really love it.. but u said"no need.. the design is too old".. i am still did not care about it.. i know what u're doing behind me.. i know.. i know i'm not perfect as her.. not clever as her.. n i admit it that i am not a good friend.. but.. still.. u don't have to show it to me.. it hurt.. i know what u are talking about me.. is not that i'm not doing my work.. i will do my work.. so.. u don't have to act so that to show me u were working on it.. now.. i will not care about your feeling anymore.. u can just do whatever u want.. u can go everywhere u want.. its okay if u don't wanna talk to me.. its okay u don't wanna be my friend.. it is really okay.. it doesn't matter.. just i wanna to remind u my dearest friends.. now i'll come up with the new one.. insyaAllah.. with the strong heart.. and also.. i knew everything what were u talking about me.. and i'll just said everything.. it might be showed in the dreams.. heee.. i wrote this entry.. not to be hating nor to hating the dearest person.. i;ll just wanna wrote it.. heee...

wanna make my heart as cold as snow..
keep strong yah ! !

p/s: kalu submit kat teacher vasanthi mestiy best.. boleyh taw.. grammar betul ke slh.. past n present betul ke x.. ayt complex ke simple o standard.. rindu lak nak wat karangan Bi then teacher check.. thanks to u miss vasanthi.. i've got wat i aimed it..

takdir Allah ade hikmah nyer..

bnyk nyer bende yg ak lalui ari neh,.

eh,, xde la bnyk sgt pun..

just mule2 excited nak balek..

x smpi 10 minit ade excident..

tgk2 rupenyer.. ya Allah kawan ak..

tekejutnyer ak.. smpikan luluh je atiy neh..

dtg dekat dye.. dgr dye menangis..

scare automatik air mata yg cube ak thn..

mengalir dgn deras sekali.. ak bukan kesian..

ak cume sedih bile tgk keadaan dye..

ak hanye mmpu berkate"ya Allah selamatkan la kawan ku ineh ya Allah.."

hnyer air mate yg bsahkan pipiku ineh,,.

then kwn ak mrah ak"kalu ko nagis nntiy dye ag x kuat.. so jgn nangis.."

ak cube menahan diri dari trus menaglirkan air mate..

sememangnyer ak neh sungguh cepat mngalirkan air mate..

even ak suke bergelak ktawe.. 

tp hatiy ak neh lembut,..

rasenyer ak berjiwa halus..

dari situ jugak ak terpikir.. kalu ak jdik doktor mcm ne la ak nk rawat pesakit ak.

kalu ak tgk owg mcm tuh je..

air mate neh mmg automatik nk kluar,,

bwu la ak tahu knape Allah x takdirkan ak jdik doktor..

sbb x sesuia dgn diri ak neh,,

tima kasih ya Allah.. krn Kau lebih mengetahui ape yg terbaek untuku..

muge Atiqah dan ayhnyer cepat sembuh,,

entry kali neh.. just nak ckp yg..

ak perlu bersyukur dgn ape yg Allah da tentukan..

krn dye lebih mengetahui sgale-galenyer..

then dpt plak satu news gumbira..

insyaAlah nk pergi tgk bulan !

yeay ! ! thank sir ! ! really appreciate it ! ! 

kadang2 ak terlupa yg....

kadang2 ak telupe ak da kat IPT..

kadang2 ak terlupe wawasan ak..

kadang2 ak telupe yg ak x spatutnye knangkan kisah lalu..

kadang2 ak telupe yg ak neh bukan kanak2 ag..

kadang2 ak telupe yg ak kne blaja sungguh2..

kadang2 ak telupe yg ak kne sabar..

kadang2 ak telupe yg azam ak untuk ape..

kadang2 ak telupe yg ape yg ak nk dlm idup..

kadang2 ak telupe yg dia bukan milik ak..

kadang2 ak terlupe dia mnyintai owg laen..

kadang2 ak terlupe ape yg dia buat kat ak..

kadang2 ak telupe yg ak rase ak cinta kan die..

kadang2 ak telupe yg cintaku hyer sahih slps mmpunyai suami ..

kadang2 ak telupe yg gurauan ak x seindah yg sepatutnya..

kadang2 ak telupe yg dia mmg da lupekan ak..

kadang2 ak telupe yg ak sedih sbb dia..

kadang2 ak telupe yg ak perlu lupekan die..

kadang2 ak telupe yg lafaz cinta tuh ade lah sebuah janji...

kadang2 ak telupe yg ak da niatkan dari mula..

kadang2 ak telupe tuk mntk ampun dariNya..

kadang2 ak telupe yg malaikat slalu tgk ak..

kadang2 ak telupe jugak yg Allah sntiase perhatikan ak..

kadang2 ak telupe dan terlupe..dan terlupe..

kadang2 ak sedih sbbkan ak slalu terlupe.. ia sering mkn diri ku semula..

"Ya Allah igtkan la ape yg telah ak lupe..ak harap ak x lupe semu yg sepatutnya ak igt..amin" 

p/s: sume nyer gara2 terlupa.. dan terlupe...

WaWasAn seMesTEr 6 NaYa RoZeLL ..... :P

haaaa.. sejak bile ntah tringin nk ade wawasan.. mcm la mlaysia nyer wawasan 2020 nk jdikkan mlaysia negara maju kan,,

so mase semster 6 nntiy sayer nk jdikkan diri sayer maju.. hahha.. bgaimana caranyer n apekah wawasan sayer ituh.. hahha.. sayer namekan wawasan sayer sbg WAWASAN SEMESTER 6 NAYA ROZELL..

okeh.. wawasan sayer yg pertama ialah..

NAK JADIK BUDAQ BAEKK..

haaa...sbb sayer nk jdik budaq baekk la..nk .. xmo nenakal ag.. nk dgr ckp sume owg.. yg pling pnting babah n emak.. tuh yg pling pnting.. :))

okeh wawasan sayer yg kedua pulak,,,is..

NAK JADIK BUDAQ PANDAI..

haaa... sbb nk jdik budaq pandai neh.. sayer nk bangga kan parents sayer la of coz..n sayer x nak owg laen pndang rendah kat sayer.. bia sayer sndriy yg merendah diri.. perit rase bile diri dipandang rendah.. heee.. sayer nk dptkan dip klas pertame.. haa.. adeke?? ade kot.. kirenyer nk pat akj time sem 6 nntiy.. sbb  insyaAllah nk trus smbung deg,, kalu ade rezki...

okeh now we go to da third one..

NAK JADIK LEBIH MENDIAMKAN DIRI DARI BERKATA-KATA..

haaa.. sbb bg sayer mendiamkan diri dari berkata perkara yg x pnting tuh.. wasting time ajer la..n berkata bile perlu je kot .. sbb kalu asek nyampuk sane sini owg x suke deh...

okeh next ! !

NAK JADIK LEBIH MATURED LA PLAK KAN..

hermm... da sem 6 nntiy mesti la kne matang kan.. x kan asek nk mcm childish je kan..kan.. nk sebut kong kong cruch bebetul.. nk sebut cococrunch.... n nk pikir kan mase depan dgn lbih mndlm.. nk jdik lebih serious dlm khidupan.. sbb sir penah kate,, kalu idop x mo jdik mtang  ape ntah.. dye ade ckp.. tp sayer da lupe la plak... heee.. :p

again,., next! !

NAK JADIK LEBIH BERKEYAKINAN...

yg neh mestiy.. sbb nntiy nk carik keje kne la ade confident self yg tinggi.. bile owg tnyer jwb jer.. mcm sir pnah kate... yakin je ngan jwpn kiter even slh..n even bwu tahu sesuatu perkara.. ajar je owg laen ape yg awaq tahu., even seciput ane pun,... yg penting yakin...

okeh yg ke.. brape neh yae.last kot??hermmm..

NAK JDIK MCM BETTY LA FIA.. HEE.. JDIK CHANTEK LA.. BHAHAHA..

heee... sayer nk jdik lebih chantek di dr segi dlmn dan jugak luaran.. mcm x mingkin kan... but nothing is imposibble as long as u believe u can do it.. insyaAllah.. nk jdik chantek..kiut.. heee.. ngade kan.. nk kurus n turn myself jdik seorg yg mcm wardina safiyyah.. heee.. 

haaa.. takat neh..tuh je la WAWASAN SEMESTER 6 NAYA ROZELL..kalu ade lg.. akan sayer update ag yer... just mntk jasa baek sume doakan sayer berjayer mencapai WAWASAN SEMESTER 6 NAYA ROZELL.. huuuu.. even its sound weird n stupid.. i just hope that i can make it to mark all of my WAWASAN SEMESTER 6 NAYA ROZELL.. thats all.. insyaAllah.. amin~~

p/s: doakn wawasan ineh tercapai.. wait n see whether i can make it o not.. really hope that i can make it.. dear Allah please help me to make it n keep me strong untill i can make this wawasan become true.. ,, amin~~  

heeee.. yepp.. i wanna have my lesung pipi again....
i wanna have my sweetest smile again...
n if can i wanna win sumthing from sumone...