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okeh.. wrote this entry not to regret .. just wanna know it more..

hahha.. broken english.. 

okeh.. rite now i'm studying at politeknik sultan idris shah..

it is located beside the sea.. haaa..

course that i am studying is diploma in civil engineering..

i am a person who bad in calculation..

so i decided to enter the sekolah teknik with the civil engineering.because of what?? ..

i thought in civil engineering it will be more reading than calculation..

at that time i didn't see the calculation things so much..

but when i started enter the PSIS..

i continued in civil engineering.. there was so many calculation things..

and i just study.. and study..

i learned .. learned.. and learned ..

but i did not know what exactly that i want..

i'm not too interested in civil engineering..

in my head there is no dreams to be an engineer..

i just follow the flow..

study the subject.. tanpa rasa minat nyaa pun.. haa

so.. when i think..think..and think..

even though i'm not interested.. but..

up untill now i still achieve my personal target..

i just confused.. if i really like civil engineering then it will harmony in myself.. erk.. nonsense..

so lately i spend my time to think..

what is exactly that i want in my life..

there is a thing that i am very sure..

the thing is i HAVE to complete the diploma in civil engineering..

because once i started it.. i HAVE to finish it..

nadhirah?? engineer.??  insyaAllah do pray for me.. :))

shh :  from time to time i'll pray so that insyaAllah i will fall in love with civil engineering.. i have to make sure it will harmony with my mindset.. insyaAllah